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It's been so long
I have kept
The memory of you
Within my chest
I’m holding on
I’m holding on to this
The hurt that's in my heart
It stays
I can't believe your gone
When will this fade
I'm holding on
I’m holding on to this

How I need you
How I can't breathe
Where have you gone
So far from me
In this moment
I can't fight for you and me
Now I can't sleep, can't dream
Wake up screaming
Desperate, empty
Are you listening
Alone at night
Is when it hurts the most
Living with your ghost

It's been so long
I can't believe
That you would ever dare
To leave me here alone
A vacant smile
And aching bones
The thought that I cannot replace
Your name on that stone
When will this fade
It never fades

End this pain

With every breath

alone in the pain

I can't help the torment

there is no escape

this hole in my heart

the ashes I own

I feel so alone

I inhale
Exhale slowly
I'm alone


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